stirring in my spirit!

It has been a long while since I updated! A lot has been happening in my heart! Where to begin!? Most of my experiences the last couple of months have been so simple, but life changing.

I had a dream a couple of weeks ago. In this dream, my mom and I were in front of a friends house, by their driveway. There was a strange furby like creature that was chasing us trying to eat us. What is funny is that this thing was very small and stupid! And I probably could have kicked it across the yard. haha. But it chased us, eating the grass and flowers in its path. We fearfully ran from this thing in circles, around and around and around, in an endless cycle of fear. Then something unexpected happened: the furby creature hit a curb! haha! and it tipped over, unable to move because it moved only by rolling on wheels. I looked over at it and saw that there was an on and off switch. I thought to myself, “I could turn this off if I wanted to”, but i didn’t. I turned the creature back over and it started chasing me again as I screamed for my life.

The next day God gave me the interpretation of this dream. I was at church and we watched the Furious Love documentary (the sequel to Finger of God). In this film, I witnessed demonic opression, deliverances, and people encountering God’s love for the first time. It was full of people who had no idea that they had a Father in heaven who love them.

After the video, we had a fire tunnel (a prayer tunnel). I walked through getting completely rocked. God spoke clearly to me saying, “There is nothing that separates you from me. NOTHING! You have every spiritual blessing in Jesus! There is no lack, no inadequacy that keeps you from me! I have put no wall between us. There is no limit to how much of my love you can have! THERE IS NO LIMIT! hahah!” When he said this my spirit changed, his words went deep.  I walked around yelling, “There is no limit!” I ended up on the floor praying and recieving more from God. His presence was so overwhelming and so thick, and he filled me with so much faith to keep asking for more. So I kept asking for more! haha! And then he said something that made me weep.

He said with an ache in his voice: ” It breaks my heart that my children think they are separated from me! My children have it all, but they have been decieved into thinking they are in lack! My heart aches for my children to know that I have set no limits between us.  My children have a choice. They can choose to live in the truth or to partner with the inferior lie of separation. My children have a choice, but they have been decieved to believe they are powerless to things like fear and depression, which keeps them from living in their destiny. I want my children to choose my abundance and to say no to the lies. When my children believe the truth they can go to those who don’t have a choice- people who are manipulated and controlled by the devil-people who have no idea that they have a Father who loves them. They can set these people free! But if my children keep believing the lie that they are not in my presence, that they are lacking or inadquate, then they will remain in an endless cycle trying to make themselves better. “

As his children, we have the authority to choose what we partner with, and what we empower. Choosing to only empower the things of God with our thoughts leads to a life of freedom and joy because of the goodness of God. And it is in that place of his love and acceptance that we are transformed.

Things like fear, depression, hopelessness only have power when we allow them to. We can just flip the switch and turn them off. They only have power when we give it to them. We can send the weak little furbies back to where they came from! We have all that we need to live an abundant life in Christ!

Advertisement